Black Swan
(Inspired by and “written with” the aid of Natalie Portman’s brilliance)
I lost myself in you
Consumed by the purity
Purity held, lost, convinced of
Who are you
Who am I
The sheltering womb consumed
Fragile lies unreachable dreams
Devouring the mind, spirit and whole
I lost me in you
In me
In this
As I reach
And grasp
Hold for all to see what I’ve attained
But what is real
But what is me
What is this
And I die
Wrapped in the blood of
Perfection’s duplicity
Copyright SGW 2010
Note: Who/what devours Nina? Is it the controlling, slightly demented mother? Is it her own innocence at war with the hunger of her just out of her grasp/within reach dream? Is it something inside her too in opposition with itself to live after it is discovered?
Note: I wrote this with uncontrolled passion. It was completed instantly. I was left exhausted and needing to re-find myself upon completing this piece.